Παρασκευή, 24 Ιουλίου 2009

..αναμνησεις αντικειμενων..


Syggnwmh, me akouei kaneis? Nai, esy, esy pou sa na sou fanhke oti akouses kapoion na se fwnazei.. Ela ligo pio konta.. 8a sou pw mia istoria..
Edw kai 169 meres zw s' ena galazio ma3ilari.. Exw syrriknw8ei.. Exw pia e3atmistei.. Alla h kardoula mou yparxei akoma.. Isws epeidh o,ti einai alh8ino den pe8ainei pote.. Ki an afto isxyei gia mena, efxomai na isxysei kai gia ekeina ta dyo paidia pou mporesa na dw th nyxta prin th megalh ptwsh pou me esteile edw.. 8ymamai, ka8ontan o enas dipla ston allo kai prospa8ousan na vroun kati na poun.. Afth ton koitouse pote sta matia kai pote sta xeilh.. Mou edine thn entypwsh oti ton 8avmaze.. Periergazotan me to vlemma ths ka8e xiliosto tou proswpou tou les kai amfevalle gia to an pragmatika aftos htan ekei.. Aplwne to xeri ths kai e3erevnouse ka8e poro tou dermatos tou.. Plhsiaze na ton filhsei kai molis ta xeilh tous aggizontan emoiaze na apelef8erwnei mesa tou th zwh ths.. Arga-arga.. Goulia-goulia gia na mporesei na thn piei.. Ki aftos..me8ysmenos den mporouse na antista8ei.. Fainotan pio xammenos apo ekeinh.. Vy8ismenos se enan periergo pono.. S' ena swro apo skepseis.. Thn koitouse kai gia ligo ta 3exnouse ola.. Ths xamogelouse.. Thn agkaliaze kai ths sigotragoudouse sto afti.. Edeixnan kai oi dyo toso eftyxismenoi.. Les kai den tous enoiaze an h epomenh mera 8a tous evriske zwntanous h nekrous..eftane pou htan mazi.. 8ymamai akomh ta dyo ths matia.. Gyalizan sto ligosto fws twn keriwn kai mesa tous mporousa na diakrinw mia apelpistikh paraklhsh na mhn einai psema afto pou ths synevaine.. Phgaine na pei kati.. Omws aftos den thn afhne.. Akoumpouse apala to xeri tou sta xeilh ths kai espevde na th filhsei.. Den h8ele tipota na dialysei afth th magikh siwph pou epikratouse.. To oneiro zei sth siwph.. To h3eran kai oi dyo.. Tous evlepa.. 3afnou thn akousa na milaei : "Akou!" tou eipe.. Aftos xwris na dwsei shmasia viasthke na thn agkaliasei.. "Oxi, akou ligo..!" eipe ekeinh kai ton stamathse me to xeri ths..
"o kafes sou exei krywsei kai to radio kleisto twra gia meres..".. To radiofwno epaize ena gnwsto tragoudi.. Aftos thn koita3e kai amesws meta eri3e xamhla to vlemma tou.. Eixe prolavei na gyrisei apo thn allh, na ri3ei ta mallia ths sto plai wste na mh fainetai to proswpo ths.. Ton agapouse.. Kai ton exane.. Meta apo ligo gyrise pros to meros tou.. Kai tote.. Tote arxisa na peftw.. De 8ymamai polla.. Htan mia illyggiwdhs, ateleiwth ptwsh.. 3ekinhsa apo ta matia tou.. Diesxisa viastika to magoulo tou.. Diastavrwsa ta xeilh tou kai pernwntas apo th lepth fleva tou laimou tou vre8hka sto galazio ma3ilari pou zw mexri shmera.. Eftasa monos.. Tous allous tous fylakise ekeinh.. Tous paramerise apo ta matia tou me ta xeria ths.. Aftos eskypse kai thn agkaliase.. Einai to teleftaio pragma pou mou exei meinei apo tote.. H teleftaia eikona..Egw mera me th mera 3e8ymainw.. Elpizw kapou mesa mou pws de 8a xa8w.. Giati hmoun alh8ino.. Ki afta ta dyo paidia ta enwne -8ymamai- mia alh8inh agaph.. Makari na mhn thn 3exasoun, na mh xa8oun..
E! Mh fygeis akomh.. Esy, nai, pou koitas tosh wra to ma3ilari! 8elw na sou zhthsw mia xarh..: An tous deis, pes oti akoma 8ymamai ekeinh th nyxta.. S' afth na peis na kanei ypomonh kai na einai dynath kai s' afton dwse xairetismata apo to dakry pou tou 3efyge..

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